It's amazing how the same section of scripture that you have read many times comes to life anew every time.
The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear?This is a basic rule for life. Even if someone kills me or I die, because the Lord is my eternal salvation, where is there room for fear? I'm not my own salvation--I haven't saved myself through my piety or good deeds.
The LORD is the stronghold of my life—of whom shall I be afraid?
If the last sentence speaks of my eternal salvation, this one speaks of my life here and now. Fear is one of the most devious tricks of Satan. It paralyzes a person from carrying out the things they know they should do.
One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple. The most important thing, the goal of life, the highest request to be made of God, is to dwell in his presence, to gaze on his beauty, to bask in his love.
For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock. God is faithful. If we look to him and remain in his presence, he will reach back to us and do these things.
at his tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy; I will sing and make music to the LORD. The natural response for the deliverance that is offered.
More on this another day, but I'm trying to keep these short. There is a lot to fear in India. Going out on the streets trying to practice language is really difficult for me, whether it's because I'm not particularly extroverted, or because if I look silly, I want it to be on my own terms, or some other reason. Yet the people I would interact with are not my enemies at all--most of them are happy to help me learn. Yet it's easier to just stay in the house.
Yet none of these fears should be serious. Real fear is not having enough money to buy food, or not having a secure place to stay. Yet these "big" fears like that are easier to tackle head-on and to give a name to. It's the small fears that constantly bombard a person. Yet God has promised release from fear, and that a life lived in fear is not a life of obedience.
I'm writing these things to remind myself... :)